Uhm, hi!

Wow, really long since I updated, seems I have neglected the blog, but oh well. I am here now! :)

Much has been going on and happening, which I am happy for. This year, and especially the last 2 months, have been the best in years! :D

I won't tell you all about it, but some people know. ;)

Until next time!

Love,

Ringo

Allo~~

Much has happened since I last updated! :D
I've moved to Karlstad, yeey! :D And I study. :P ^^ it's fun. ^_^

I've been working at two cons so far, it's a real blast. :D
Next one is soon. ^^ Cant wait. :3






I also got another doll, his name is Ryou. :P ^^ This is him and Olivia. ^^



Well, some sadness as well, one of our guineapigs, Charlie, died from old age. :/ May he rest in peace. <3

Until next time! :3

Heya!

So, I think, overall 2010 was a great year! I got to meet so many intresting people, I fell in love, I broke up, I was dumped, I smoked, I cried, I yelled, I was happy, I drank, I puked, I ate pizza... I didn't have sex. x'D And trust me, I could if I'd wanted, but I am not some easy tramp. ^^
But damn, it was over a year ago... Lol.
Anyway, I am soon done with my courses, and I might get to move soon as well. :D I am single. :o Not fun. x'D
I've also become intrested in BJD. ^_^ I've ordered my first one, it's a Mei that I named Olivia. ^^
Well, until next time!

Hello My Lovelies!

I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
Cheerio! :D

Family? What a joke!

Yes, it's a motherfucking joke, atleast my family is.
They all hate me and treat me like shit.
Mom wants me out, she thinks I am living on her. Just cause I ain't perfect like my littlesister, that lives on her own and is fucking goodytwoshoes.

So, ye, I am fucking despressed and no one fucking cares. As usual.
Also, there is a reason I don't tell anyone in my family when I am depressed: They either ignore it or go tell everyone about it.
So, I am basically all alone. My friends are my only family.

Trust me, I want out of here. But I have nowhere else to go. So what am I supposed to do? Live on the streets? I am so temped to do it.
And no, mom has thrown me out several times. And meant it. EVERY TIME.
I want to cut all ties with them. But I can't. I didn't choose them, but they're supposed to be my family. They better start acting like one.
Funny thing is, all these fights happens when my sister is here... I wonder whose fault it really is.
She comes here, prouncing around like a fucking princess and decides everything. Everyone is supposed to right themselves after her.
NO FUCKING WAY. I'd never do that.

Back To School

Yeeah, I am back to school! :D
I now study Swedish A, Photoshop and hopefully History A and a course that evolves around Herodes and Hitler. The tasks are piece a cake but oh well. x3

What else is going on?
Well, I got a boyfriend. <3>

And yes, I have a piercing now. :3

We met at NärCon, hehe.
Even tho we live a bit far from eachother, we manage. ^_^ We play WoW together, yeey! :D
It's loads of fun. ^^
I was at his place for a week, then, 3 weeks later, he was here a weekend. ^_^
When I was at him, we did lots of things! We went to Liseberg, to the movies and we saw The Sorcerer's Apprentice, I loved it! I even bought myself a dragonring! :D
When he was here, we went to the Nora fair, which was fun too. :)
I hope to see him again soon! :D



Let's see... Well, I am not moving to my friends, cause it was only if I was getting accepted to the school. (Not the distancecourses, mind you) Why? "You can live at home if you have distancecourses." Oh well. I am looking for my own apartment. :3 Don't wanna live at home, I feel like such a loser. xD Or something, haha!

So, you know I dated a guy back in end of June/beginning of July? Well, he can eat my shorts!
Why? Cause he called me desperate cause I got together with Viktor. Mind you, this guy dissed me, so his loss, and now he's acting like everyhting is a-okey. Not cool!
Also, he said he'd never sleep with anyone outside a relation, yet he goes and fucks a friend of mine, who, by the way, looks a lot like me; red hair; curvy... You get the picture. A substitute.
And when I confronted him with this, he says it's his way of dating, "playing around" and no, he's not a player at all according to himself. Oh, please. He's an idiot, in my honest opinion. I kind of regret I ever met him.

Uhm well, my sub at my DeviantART has ended, as well as my WoW playtime. :O
Imma buy new news when I have money. ^_^

Wai waii

So, NärCon was bloody awesome!
I met so many people, new and old and I zombielarped! !!!! :D Was fun as hell, the leader said we were one of her best groups!! :D :D

And I met someone there... His name is Viktor aka Scurty.~

But... It's a bit complicated, atleast from what I see. *sigh*
He lives in Gotherburg, aprox 30 Swedish miles from me. He's 3 years younger than me. He have almost no experience in relationships. Sure, I can teach him, and I try, but I've done it before and starts to, I don't know, tire a bit.
I feel a bit like a pressure from him, it's obvious he's showing his feelings more than I do, which makes me feel... pressured, cause I am not sure how to respond at all times.
I will talk to him about this, but first I will really feel when he's here, to see what I feel about everything. My emotions is a mess...

I think of one my friends are in love with me.
He's pretty obvious about it, always wanting to be near me and such, always hug and tickle me. We always have a good time together.
My friend said it showed a lot, she called him Mr. Obvious :P If he would just come to me and say it... I mean, I would turn him down, but I would be happy in a way.
Thing is, I like him a lot too, but I wouldn't want to ruin our friendship. And now that I am taken, I try not to think about it. Instead I think about what to draw next. :D

I've been very creative lately. :D Right now I am working on three pics, yeeey :D :D :D :3

I've alied for distancecoursed as well.
And the other school called, asking if I was still intrested. Of course I am! I hope I get in, then I can move!! :D

Well, I play WoW, yeey x'D
Haha, well, that's it for now I suppose. xD
Take care!
Ringo